I don't know its become or not. But from my side I am ready for this situation.
It will be en-joyful, experience, and from my heart. some time, I talk to myself and feel I'm there.
let's what happen? but I want to leave that life once time before die. its difficult, i know but which life I'm leaving it's not also easy.
my English is not too good that's the reason I feel uncomfortable to write something.
so let's start in Hindi.
ji haan, main ek aisi jindgi jeen ki tayaari kar raha hoon jo thodi mushkil hai. sirf mere liye nahi bakiyon ke liye bhi mushkil hai. Bawjood iske main jeena chahta hoon.
Ek aisi jindgi jise main humesha jeena chah hai. magar kuchh halat aur kuchh bandishe.no ki wajah se maine humesha ise najar andaj kiya. magar is bar aar ya paar.
filhaal itna hi. fir kabhi itminaan se bataunga.